December 31, 2015

2016 resolution & goals

1. Be more grateful
2. Think positive
3. Read at least 5 books
4. Eat less
5. Learn something new
6. Have more ‘first’ than in 2015
7. Meet new people
8. Become tidier
9. Cry less
10. Do and finish the paintings for my room
11. Take school seriously & graduate in 2016
12. Make some money
13. Put more effort in remembering people’s names
14. Give compliments to others
15. Listen to more music
16. Get better at makeup
17. Enjoy my life
18. Do more activities with Fido
19. Get healthier
20. Find a way to fall asleep easily


I went to Shinjuku two days ago. I also planned to go to Harajuku but I somehow spent a whole day in Shinjuku lol. I actually prefer shopping at Shinjuku but the “view” in Shibuya is more eye candy lol. But the stuff I wanted to buy was sold out in Shibuya so I decided to go to Shinjuku, and it’s also sold out there DAMNNNNNN!!
Anyway, I also planned to buy some rings and necklace. I checked H&M first because they usually put crazy sale on their accessories and they did!
lololololol I didn’t expect to buy this many lol. My favorites are these:
Then I went to F21 to look for the necklace that I saw on their website, but I didn’t find it!!! And I bought two sweaters instead…………… lol.
I also wanted to buy the tangle teezer since probably the beginning of this year. I went to IOIO to look for one and I couldn’t find it :/ buttttttt Seria was there!! It’s a 100 yen shop like Daiso, but the items sold there are prettier according to the review that I read. I definitely went crazy there lol and I even found these!!!!
I just couldn’t not buy them LOL. I also bought quite a lot of stuff for omiyage for my friends and family. I think I’ll definitely visit Seria again before coming back home in February.
Then I went to bikuro which is the merge of bic camera and uniqlo and it’s huge. Anyway, I went there to buy a sim card because unfortunately mine will expire today :/
I also visited the camera section and look for a camera strap because the camera that I brought here doesn’t have one. It’s my father’s and I think he lost the strap. I’m going to visit a lot of places next month so I’m definitely gonna need one. I almost bought the cheapest one but honestly it just looks really cheap and I decided to buy a nicer one instead. I’ve been trying to save my money as much as possible, but honestly I wouldn’t mind buying a strap that cost around IDR 150k in Indonesia so I just bought this one instead. It’s so pretty, isn’t it???? I also got a camera as a christmas present so I think it’d also be a nice investment lol.
Then I went to IOIO that has Starbucks in there but the queue was very long and it’s full so I decided to look for another Starbucks where I could sit. I also looked for the Tangle Teezer there but I still couldn’t find it! 
Isetan was just across the road so I went there and after entering the building, I just got the feeling that they most probably don’t sell Tangle Teezer there lol. I gave up and just look for another Starbucks. I went to the one in Tsutaya but idk I just hesitated to go to that one so I decided to go to the other one. 
Then I found AINZ TULPE!!! I looked for it here and there but I couldn’t find it. I gave up and went outside the store and I saw the stairs to go downstairs and decided to go back there and went downstairs aaaanddd finallyyyyyyyy~~~~
I was so happy that I finally found it LOL. I never thought I’d spend that much for a hair brush. I bought the compact one because of the print obviously lol. I don’t like the original one because the shape reminds me to ticks ew. But I actually consider to buy the original/professional if I find one at the airport because this product is definitely worth the hype! I’ve always been lazy to brush my hair because of the tangles were difficult to be detangled. It’s not completely painless but it’s definitely tolerable because it’s nothing compared to using my old hair brush lol.
Then I finally went to the Starbucks but it’s full as well. I really wanted to try the Chocolatey Crumble Cocoa so I just bought it and went to the eki right away. And it’s a disappointment because I just didn’t taste the chocolate :/ The cocoa milk that I often buy in Lawson 100 definitely tastes better :/

New Year's Eve


December 30, 2015

2015 recap

January: the beginning, nothing special tbh, only blogged twice
February: made my own rice krispies for the 1st time, prepared for an event, wrote some stories on TextNovel, discovered my fav mochi ever
March: got stressed out, did cosplay for the 1st time, went to Dufan, ordered custom t-shirts for the 1st time (and it’s my fav t-shirt)
April: the event was held, went to Baywalk for the 1st time
May: Fido’s birthday, started playing Kim Kardashian: Hollywood, one of my LINE stickers was finally approved
June: FINALLY MET THE GIRLS, went rafting for the 1st time, went to Jakarta Fair for the 1st time lol, somehow started collecting JKT48 x Pocky stickers (and I was obsessed with the double choco pocky!!!)
July: started subscribing to Johnny’s Net, my birthday, moved to a new house, ate KFC whole chicken bucket with my friend (yes friend, no s, there were only 2 of us) 
August: retook a failed class and failed again wtf, and helped preparing the event
September: the event, finally in Japan!
October: desperately tried to have some friends that aren’t annoying, celebrated Halloween for the first time, my laptop crashed and had to be restored from the back up 
November: DIGIMON TRI!, started subscribing to Kendall & Kylie apps, watched SID & KPP live, wondered why the fuck my life is miserable here
December: still wondering, things got a little better though, became a morning person for 2 weeks (which is a new record for me), GOT AN SZ POSTER!!!

December 28, 2015

Better than Fillet-o-Fish

Fillet-o-Fish is still my fav burger from McDonald’s. But apparently there’s another amazing burger from McD! Ta-daaaaaah~
I don’t even remember the name…… something gratin something lol. 
It’s better than Fillet-o-Fish IMO! Because it has cheese, pasta, vegetables, some creamy sauce, and even shrimps!!!
I just really really really love this burger! I wish they sold it in Indonesia too :/ and also MacShake!
The last time I drank MacShake was probably around 10 years ago! I wish I could read the macshake sooner (it’s in katakana) :/

December 27, 2015

The Man in the Moon

I took pictures of the moon at 3 am, the night before last night lol. I think my neighbour was still awake because I heard a voice from their room. Hopefully that person wasn’t awake because of the shutter sound from my camera lol. 
I read about the full moon on christmas eve quite late. So I took the pictures late as well. I wish I knew it on the Christmas eve :/ It’s rare that there’s a full moon on christmas eve. The previous one was in 1970s and I wasn’t born yet. The next one will be in 2030s.

Anyway, I finally know how to take a decent moon pic. I googled it after taking the first pic because only the light from the moon was caught lol. I think the lens isn’t good enough to take astronomy pics though because it can’t zoom far enough(?)

I also finally realized about there’s really a face on the moon. It’s kinda scary :/ 

December 25, 2015

Christmas ♪

It’s Christmas! I started the day by watching Sexy Power Tour during midnight and I suddenly got very inspired. So I tried to compose some music on garageband. Actually I just used the loops available there and kinda putting them together and voilaaaaaaa~

I slept in the morning and woke up in the afternoon. I’m officially not a morning person anymore :/

I seriously did nothing but eating, watching something, or trying to do something on the garageband again. I ate this Mont Blanc that I bought at Lawson 100 and it was quite okay. 

December 21, 2015


I just read 21 Things to do before You Turn 21. I’m 21 and I’m actually glad and I feel good that I (kind of) have done all of the things on the list. So I started reading 30 things to do before turning 30 articles but I think it’d be better to create my own version. 
I’m not sure to put it on this blog or the collab blog since that collab blog is pretty dead and it’s actually focusing on lists. It’s kinda personal so I think I should write it here though.
I’m thinking to create a new year resolution too since I don’t think I’ve ever made that before. Actually I kinda did, probably 2 or 3 years ago. It’s more like tumblr resolution. I told myself to talk to other tumblr users. Apparently I haven’t really done it this year. So I think that would be my tumblr resolution for next year lol.

December 20, 2015

sad post

I didn’t exactly want to study abroad, because I’ve never wanted to leave my dog. Yet I decided to apply for the student exchange programme during my junior year, knowing that I don’t have much time left in uni (well, hopefully). So I flew to Japan, the country that I’ve always adore very much, to start my senior year. 
I thought I’d have that really great unforgettable moments like ones I read on the net, about studying abroad. I thought my life would be so great here, since it’s Japan after all. Who doesn’t want to go to Japan? The country itself has so many things to offer, from the traditional culture to very weird random bizarre stuff. 
And yet here I am, being very bored in my room, and watching indonesian tv channel through a live streaming app. I have so many places I want to go, so many things I want to do, so many words I want to learn. I’m sad that I end up having almost no friends here. I have like 2 friends but they already have their own lives here and are very busy. And other people also talked about going somewhere, right in front of me, and not inviting me. I don’t know why I end up like this :/
I just can’t wait to go home, and going back here with my friends so I can enjoy the stuff that I can’t enjoy right now. I mean, I can go and do them now, but it’s just not fun at all doing those stuff alone (ノ﹏ヽ)

December 15, 2015

Colorful Eyes


It’s gonna be released tomorrow but I heard that they actually started putting the cds in the evening before the actual release so I went to Tower Records today! I even got a freaking poster omg I didn’t expect it at all I’M SO HAPPYYYYYYYY! I bought the limited edition B because obviously kento’s song is in that one and I freaking love Forever L!

I also bought a dvd because I have this 200 yen discount or something card that I have to use before next month and the minimum purchase is 2000 yen. ANYWAY I’M SO GLAD THAT I FINALLY CAN LISTEN TO THE FULL VERSION OF FOREVER L AND IN GOOD QUALITY YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

December 14, 2015

Star Wars Melon Pan

Star Wars: The Force Awakens will be released soon. I actually have only watched probably 30 min of the 1st one. I’m just not a big fan of scifi movies. 
Anyway, I found this amazing star wars bread sold in Lawson 100 a few days ago. I’m pretty sure it’s limited edition since the star wars movie will be released soon. I didn’t know it’s popular in Japan!

It’s black chocolate melon pan. I could only read the melon pan when I was going to buy it. So it’s quite a surprise to me when I ate it! I thought it’d be just a black melon pan because of the darth vader image on it, since black colored food is somehow not so rare in Japan.

It had chocolate filling with dark chocolate chunks inside. It’s just so good! I’m usually not a really big fan of melon pan either but I love chocolate flavored buns! So I’ll definitely buy it again as long as it’s sold, especially since it’s only 100yen~

December 7, 2015

Morning Person

I’ve been trying to be a morning person lately. I was very sleep deprived that I could sleep at the day and have no sleep at night at all. I would be dead sleepy in the class because of that. 
So I woke up at 3am yesterday to work on my psychology report which was due on yesterday. Then I went back to sleep at 2:30pm and woke up at 7:30pm. I watched the TV for a while and went back to sleep and woke up at almost 12am. I replied a bunch of chats from my friends and my mom and was really irritated because I was just awoke and my mom sent me a bunch of questions. I’ve always been very moody every time I just wake up. Then I went back to sleep. I woke up a few times, but I tried to go back to sleep so hopefully that I won’t be sleep deprived anymore.
I eventually woke up at 6am because I was very hungry since I didn’t had dinner last night. I went to Family Mart and Lawson 100 to buy some food and drinks. It’s 11am now and I’m getting sleepy again :/ I’m planning to go to Harajuku later in the afternoon because I want to go to Johnny’s shop and H&M. Hopefully I won’t fall asleep….

December 5, 2015

McDonald’s Chicken Fiero & Choco Pie

I went to McDonald’s for the 2nd time here yesterday. I was planning to buy ebi fiero burger, but I was kinda nervous talking to the cashier since my Japanese is still not good and ended up ordering the chicken fiero instead :/ The picture was small and they’re quite similar and I didn’t realize until I was waiting for the food :/
It wasn’t bad, but I didn’t find anything special either. I ordered it in set with L french fries and minute maid. It was 670 or 680 yen which is quite cheap for buying food in a (fast food) restaurant although it’s definitely more expensive than buying food in a konbini. I’ll probably buy the shrimp one next week :/
I also bought this choco pie, but it’s kinda disappointing. I like the chocolate filling, but the pie itself is meh :/