October 31, 2014


ok I really should go to sleep now it’s 4am and I have a class at 7am then another one till 11am then a meeting at 1pm and another class from 3pm-7pm.
I also wanna bring my own food to the campus today so I don’t have to spend anymore money so I have to get up earlier than usual and it’s already freaking 4am and it takes 30-45min from my home to campus and another 1 hour for me getting ready to go.
and tumblr has changed again I haven’t fixed my xkit yet and I guess it’s getting even more messed up by tumblr right now so I’ll just re-install it later.

October 30, 2014

forgotten quiz

I totally forgot that I’ll have a network security quiz tomorrow. I hope it’ll be easy because it’s 11:42pm and I just finished reading the 1st chapter and there’re still 5 more chapters to read. I’m so screwed.

October 22, 2014


I finished my first set of stickers to be sold on line last night. I hope it’ll get approved by their team :/ I wanna draw another set but my head hurts so much I can’t think to draw of anything.
I also bought a new hula hoop yesterday!
It’s bigger and heavier than the first one and it also gave me some bruises on my hip. This is the worst one (this time)
It’s not as big as the one I got from hooping last year though. But it still hurts like hell.
I bought it at Ace Hardware. Since they’re having sale on most of their items, so I also bought a new toy for my dog!
It’s so cuteeeee right?? I wanted to buy the pink one but it’s kinda purple-ish so I decide to buy the blue one instead.

October 20, 2014

mixed feeling

My mom said she’s buying a house, and we’re probably moving out next summer. I have a very mixed feeling about this. It’s not in the city, and I’m very lazy to drive. I’m not so sure about the public transport there.
I’m on my junior year now, so by the time we’re moving I’m gonna be a senior. Then I’ll rent a room near my campus so I won’t have to drive all the way to the campus from there and back. 
Then I’ll probably graduate in the next year, so I may not really live there anymore. Since I’ll work somewhere in the city and I plan to rent another place nearby to the workplace. Although I’m still considering it since I just can’t leave my dog. 
The apartment I’m living right now is so strategic and has good public transportation access. However I’m not gonna able to afford it on my own yet. I don’t think a fresh graduate salary’s gonna afford it. I think I’ll have to work for at least 4 or 5 years then I’ll probably can afford it. 
I feel so uneasy yet I’m excited that I could finally design a bedroom on my own………….

October 16, 2014

shopping (kind of)

I’ve been really lazy to bring my college binder to campus this year. I just wrote everything needed either on Evernote or my little notebook. There’s a quiz from time to time and I need a sheet of paper to do it. I usually asked my friends if it’s a pop quiz, else I’d prepare it.
I decided to buy a pack of (cute) paper and a zipped folder just for those quizzes that I’ve had a lot recently.
I somehow ended up buying a pair of earrings and two necklaces as well….
I collect unique earrings, although I rarely wear them anymore. And I don’t really like wearing a necklace, but I saw it (the middle one) a few weeks ago and I still want it. I even dreamt about buying it! So I decided to buy it. Unfortunately I also saw that cute skull and cross necklace as well so I ended up buying it as well because I know I’d still want it and it’s the only one left.

October 13, 2014


I’ve been somewhat lazy to write my diary lately. Well this blog is my diary where I post some things that happened to my life. It’s nice to read my old posts. I’m glad I keep a diary, although I kinda regret I didn’t start this sooner.
There wasn’t much things going on this weekend. I’m still reading the 2nd book of 50 shades. Their love story’s just getting cuter and cuter. I’m a hopeless romantic after all. 
I wanna participate in a competition. It’s about that magnum ice cream business. The participants have to submit their business strategy via email, and it’s opened since 3 weeks ago. I was pretty busy, until yesterday. I wanna do it yesterday but I somehow fall asleep. I don’t even remember what I was doing before I fall asleep. It’s due on Wednesday. I’m so screwed!
I also finally tried the red velvet ice cream by Ron’s Laboratory!
There’s cream cheese in the syringe!
I hope I’m not the only who thinks this looks like someone just came on it… it’s yummy though lol

October 5, 2014

I just wanna get some rest!

This week was such an exhausting week! I don’t even know where to begin in writing this post!
My colleague and I submitted the proposal to SCDC last Wednesday. That guy who checked the proposal is well known to be nice and kind to handsome boys and fierce to girls. I don’t fucking care if he’s gay or anything but can’t you just treat us all equally? You fucking bastard…….. Sadly my colleague who came with me to him was an ugly guy so he was totally fierce at us. That guy doesn’t look happy and keep asking us this and that.
He wanted us to delete a division of our event, and remove one of the vice. We kept giving him reasons why we need them, yet he just doesn’t wanna listen to us. He told us that we’re effective, yet not efficient. We just can’t cut and make it “efficient” like he wants because we need that number of people! We just can’t take the risk of cutting some people off the list and end up needing more people during the event and some of the tasks got neglected because they have to do other things and it’d screw things up! We’re told to think about it for an hour, as he’s off to lunch.
We met out org leaders and talk about it. We went back at 1pm and he somehow was even more mad! He told us that he only has 5 min to talk with us. We just started talking yet we already got cut by him and he just start to scold us for whatever reason. He somehow met a person who talk things about our org saying that we can’t be controlled and just do things the way we want and whatsoever. Yet the fact is we don’t fucking do whatever we want. Everything we did was based on considerations of this and that that we can’t just fucking decide on things randomly. Then he just don’t fucking give us a chance to explain everything and decide he won’t approve the proposal if we don’t do what he told us to. For God’s sake he’s even more a bitch than a real bitch!
Since we had to talk about this again to our leaders, we waited until they finished their own meeting. Their meeting finished at 6pm and I have plenty of time until the evening. I had lunch and talk about those fucking things that just happened with two colleagues of mine. They had class in the afternoon so I just went to the library for an hour or so. Then I just slept at my car for another hour.
Finally it’s 6pm and I went to the place where the meeting would be held. We talked about what happened earlier that day. Finally we finished and I go to a bean curd cafe with some of my colleagues. Then I went home.
Since most of my classes are on Thursday-Saturday, I got so tired on weekend. The classes also started so fucking early in the morning on Friday and Saturday, and they have a few hours break in the noon before another class in the afternoon. I always spent those time to sleep in my car because I was just so tired. I think I should store some pillows and mini portable fan in my car. I was kinda worried to sleep in the car, but I just don’t care anymore because I was so fucking tired.
My class finished at 5pm on Saturday. So I basically was too tired to do anything on Saturday night. I ended up sleeping right after I get home for a few hours. I finally got some of my energy back at midnight, but I don’t have any plan for that night because I’d known that I’d be so exhausted and I just wanna get some rest.
I was kinda glad that there’s no shokura this week so I don’t have to wake up at 9am on Sunday. I slept till the afternoon. I’m just glad that I finally get a lot of time to sleep. 

October 1, 2014



I’m listening to KAT-TUN’s old songs and I truly miss Jin’s voice without the auto-tune whatsoever. His voice is already beautiful as it is, and much better than his voice with auto-tune :(