February 26, 2014


my dash is so dark today…. I think I need to follow more cheerful blogs but I’ve followed too many blogs….. and I still can’t upload pics to text post…….
and I finally followed the liveblog of unpacked event last night from gizmodo. The event itself was a bit late so I was kinda confused. Then I fell asleep after a few minutes and even dream a little. Then I half woke up and I was confused again because everything’s dark and I could see only a dim light (which was my phone’s screen light). Then I panicked. I thought I was going blind because I was running on my dream. Then I remembered the lamp wasn’t turned on so it’s obviously dark. I felt so stupid -_- I fully woke up after I accidentally hit my phone to the wall. OMG I was so so so so sooooooo stupid -_- 

The Fault in Our Stars

I just finished reading the fault in our stars. It’s goooooooooooood! I don’t read a lot of novels lately. I hope the movie won’t change the story whatsoever because it’s really gooooooooooooooood. It’s sweet, cute, funny, and sad at the same time. I love it! I wish I read it sooner, so I wouldn’t get any spoilers on the net, which I did. But it made me even more sad while reading it.

February 25, 2014


Yesterday was the first day of my 4th semester at the uni aka the 2nd term for this year. I wasn’t really excited as my pink hair has washed out quite a lot even though I’ve only washed it on the shower once, and just dry clean it most of the time….. Well it’s already a week though and I don’t expect much either from manic panic. 
The first lesson was computer networking. The reason I got into computer science. I just wanna learn about computer networking, without any meaningful reasons. I just find it a bit interesting. 
Then the second one was a practicum one. I learned about flash. It’s another useful lesson in my daily life apart from photoshop last semester, but I could do pretty much simple photoshop since high school though. And I don’t plan to learn it any further. 
I checked the winged hoodie I purchase online a few days ago. It’s already on delivery! I guess it’ll arrive later today or tomorrow. Yay!

February 24, 2014

stone age

I lost the internet connection for a few hours and I felt like living in a stone age ._.

February 23, 2014


I bought a graphic tablet yesterday. I was thinking to practice by playing an old game I used to play when I was a kid. I checked the Yahoo Games - Grafitti and apparently no one’s playing it anymore. I’m sad for yahoo.

a hypocrite

There’s this guy that I really dislike in the class. He’s a good friend of my “friend” in class. I used to be okay with him. One day he complained about his group mate for a project to my friends and I because that person did nothing for the project at all. Then there’s one or two times he’s in the same group as me for projects and HE DID FUCKING NOTHING EITHER. I was so upset but I never tell anyone about it to my “friends” in the class because most of them are just bunch of lazy asses. So they don’t really care anyway. Meanwhile I’m a perfectionistic in doing everything even though I get lazy from time to time, and I did a lot for those assignments. What makes me upset the most is he’s being A FUCKING HYPOCRITE! I know most people do, but he complained about it and he’s fucking one either!
There’s also other thing that makes me dislike him. Unfortunately the LINE group I’m joining has him! I don’t fucking know why he’s invited. Why didn’t my “friend” just invite the same members as the one on whatsapp? He likes to suddenly talk in english and I only understand like half of it because of his weird accent. He could fucking speak in Bahasa well unlike my other classmate whom was raised in USA since he’s a kid till 3 years or so ago and his indonesian isn’t that good. I got so irritated every time I see that chat in English. Trust me it’s not that irritation because I “like” him like in those movies or manga whatsoever. It’s the irritation I got for people I dislike just like that one particular classmate in high school!

February 22, 2014

saturday shopping

I went to mangga dua today! I went there with my mom. We went to my uncle's store. He sells computers and stuffs. My mom bought me a graphic tablet! Yay! I've wanted one since a few years ago, but I wasn't sure I'd use it frequently. Then I saw a tumblr user just bought one and I was thinking to get one as well. I decided that I don't wanna design or draw or whatsoever ever since I graduate from high school. Then I got pretty stressed out last final examination and I draw to relieve the stress -_- So I just decided to buy one then. It's the small Intuos Creative Pen & Touch Tablet by Wacom!
Then my mom and I also bought these for our macs! Mine are the pink ones and my mom's is the blue one.
So here's my macbook now LOL it's so cute so pinky lol

Then we went to GI. We had dinner at CoCo Ichibanya Curry House! I didn't order the omurice one this time because I wanna try other menu. I ordered the minced beef cutlet mixed with cheese level 2 curry with 150g rice LOL I'm amazed that I still remember it LOL.
It's pretty spicy so I bought an ice cream at Ron's Laboratory. I bought The Breakfast which consists of nutella and corn flakes and IT WAS DELICIOUS! It's my second visit to Ron's Laboratory. I bought the darth vader on my first visit and it was so bitter because it's dark chocolate ice cream -_-

Then we went to kinokuniya bookstore. After seeing it a few times in the book store since last year and lots of time on tumblr, I decided to buy The Fault in Our Stars! It's not really my genre but I'm curious anyway. I wish I could finish it before the movie's aired at the cinema!
I also checked the japanese magazines corner. There's only one magazine with sexy zone on the cover. Most of the covers were kisumai. The magazine's getting more expensive!! I used to buy them a lot when it was cheaper (yet still expensive -_-).
I still couldn't upload pics to the text post on tumblr so I'm writing this down on blogger first -_-


I had 3 different nightmares in one night last night and I wake up so tired -_- 
and I just remembered I haven’t written a post about the pink dye

February 21, 2014


I’m watching indonesian idol on tv. I’m sure people are awed by this contestant’s voice because she’s indeed good. Meanwhile I’m awed with the CG on the background. All I can think is “okay my country is definitely ready for japanese bands who always put awesome cg on the bg while they’re singing”

new design

I love breads <3
and breadlife has new cute design on their plastic bags :3


I just installed xkit on my chrome. It’s so useful! I wish I installed this since the first time I use tumblr -_- 
I couldn’t install it at first and turned out that my chrome wasn’t the latest version -_- So I updated it and finally could install the xkit! 

online shopping

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I can&#8217;t wait!!!

It’ll probably be shipped tomorrow……
It’ll arrive next week……
I can’t wait!!!

Hair Brush

I bought a new hair brush yesterday! I bought it at Claire’s!
I’ve always wanted to buy a hair brush at claire’s because they’re so cuteeeee, but they’re a bit pricey as well and I still had a functional hair comb back then. But now my hair comb’s severely broken so I decided to buy a new one anyway~ 
See……there’s only half of them left LOL

February 19, 2014

and I bought these………. (Daiso Haul #1)

These are the items I bought during my very short trip in SG! These are for my dog... the toys are from daiso!
for me.... these all are from daiso as well~
I bought these chcolates at cold storage though. Daiso obviously don't sell this LOL

and these cute earrings from my fav accessories shop, click six!!

Check out my other Daiso haul!


I slept for a pretty long time on Monday night. I think it’s even longer than the sleep I had during each night on examination week -_-
I & T went back to nook for lunch but the pizza was still not available, whatever. So we went to a korean restaurant and I order kimchi soup and I seriously regret it even though it’s delicious -_- It’s forever hot and burnt my tongue every time I sip the soup -_-
Then we went to vivo city to go to daiso again and click six. I bought a lot of stuffs in daiso! However the click six store wasn’t there anymore -_- 
Then we went to marina bay sands. It’s a mall full of luxury shops. I did nothing but go to the restroom there LOL. We saw a group of japanese school boys at the MRT station when we’re going there. And 2 of them were so cute and ikemen level handsome!! such cute, very eye candy!! LOL. T and I couldn’t stop giggling since we saw them at the entry of the station when they’re talking to each other. I tried my best to look at them secretly LOL. I couldn’t stop laughing when both of us look back and saw them already walking the same direction as us. They rode the same train as us but sadly we had to get off the train first (-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩___-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩)
I wanted to go to merlion but I forget the way to go there so we just went back to bugis -_- We went to bugis junction which I love because there’s a lot of yummy food there LOL. I wanted to eat ice cream hot dog but it’s not there anymore -_- But there’s egg balls! I think it’s still new because it wasn’t there 2 years ago. I usually buy the original one, but I bought the pizza one this time.It has cheese, sausages, and some other stuffs on it and it’s SO YUMMY!!!!
Then we went to bugis+ to go to click six….so it’s moved -_- I bought two earrings and all of the stuffs there are 50% off! I’ve always loved click six accesories~ I wish they’ll open a store here someday……
We went back to bugis junction because I remember there were purikura booths over there. But it’s not there anymore -_- It seems a lot of stuffs I used to go aren’t there anymore -_- The music store isn’t there anymore as well -___-
So T went home and I go to the airport. But I stopped by at the supermarket at bugis junction first to buy some chocolates I like and aren’t sale in indonesia lol. I couldn’t find milky way though….. I bought mars, freddo, and time out! I also bought some snacks for my mom.
Then I went to the airport by MRT. I’ve checked in earlier so I go directly to the departure area in terminal 3. I went to watsons there to buy my mom a shower gel that she likes and not sold in indonesia. I couldn’t find it in the watsons at terminal 3 so I go to the other one at terminal 1. I finally found it and it’s almost boarding time so I go back to the terminal 3. I was alone on the skytrain when heading back to terminal 3 LOL.
I had dinner on the plane because I don’t have enough time to eat at the airport. I was too busy window shopping there LOL.

still monday

I went home yesterday night and I’m still so tired ._.
I slept for a few hours on monday afternoon in the hotel. Then I woke up and go to haji lane with T. There were cute stores there but not really suit my type. I think my mom would like them more than me. Then we went to arab street besides the haji lane, and go to this cute cafe that has hostel at the top of it. I ate a strawberry shortcake ice cream sandwich there and it’s yummy!
I also love the cafe because it has free wifi over there LOL. We went to nook afterwards to have dinner. T said the pizza’s delicious so I’d like to try it. Unfortunately the pizza wasn’t available. So we went to bugis+ to eat pancakes at aloha ma maison.
It was deliciouuuuus~! And I was so full because I had to eat all of 5 pancakes on my own LOL. I love the combination of pancakes and whipped cream <3
Then I went back to the hotel. I went to seven eleven on the way to the hotel to get some night snacks lol. So I bought cheetos and this snack that both are not available in my country.

February 17, 2014


I’m so sleeeeepy!
I couldn’t sleep last night because of headache. I couldn’t sleep on the plane either because the person next to me was talking all the time to her friends. They just wouldn’t shut up and thanks to them now I know the youngest son of that person’s currently studying in Germany and get lonely easily -_- After they finally finished speaking, I still can’t sleep because the temperature’s getting colder -_-
Then I arrived. I met T at orchard. I rode the train from the airport to the city for the first time. I used to ride a taxi to get into the city. Actually we’re planning to meet at the airport and go to the city together. But my flight was kinda delayed because there were somehow lots of people queuing on the immigration check point. But she predicted wrongly and was still at home by the time I arrive.
I wanted to eat green tea tiramissu but apparently the shop isn’t there anymore -_- So we had lunch on a Japanese restaurant and I order special katsudon or something which was expensive and delicious but not as yummy as I thought.
Then we went to T’s place and I kinda invade her bed to sleep because I was sooool sleepy! Then she woke me up by the time she has to go to her classes. So I went to the hotel I’ve booked. Here I am now using free wifi, sleepy, and gonna sleep again till her class finish then we’ll have pizza for dinners yay! I’ve been craving for pizza since yesterday lol.


Finally the pink dye arrived yesterday! I got it last night. It’s actually arrived since the morning but I didn’t know -_- 
I bleached my hair three times to get the gradation/ombre. It turned nicely and I really like it. I kinda didn’t wanna dye it pink because it’s really nice LOL. 
My internet connection is so fucking slow I can’t even upload the pictures -_- I’m still waiting for the pink dye to be really absorbed by my hair though. It’s already 1am and I have to get up at 3:30am because I have to go to the airport 4:15am -_- I think I’ll just make the full post after I get back from SG….

February 16, 2014


I kept falling asleep -_- I tried to not sleep at all before midnight and I fail. My sleeping cycle is so messed up because I kept pulling an all nighter to study for the exam. If I slept, I might likely to stay awake till morning again. And y flight is early in the morning on Monday, I don’t want me to not sleep before the flight. Sadly I did sleep. But I’m still sleepy though and it’s 12am. Yet I haven’t really been on tumblr today and I just wanna tumblr first before I go to sleep again………
but the internet is still so fucking slow so nevermind.

February 15, 2014


I had multi paper exam again today. The first one was at 8am. I drove my car to get there. After I finished the exam, I go home. Then the second one was at 1pm. I kinda slept in so I rode motorcycle taxi or whatever it’s called in english. Then I finished fast again. I went home riding that fucking expensive motorcycle taxi again. Then I was called by my classmates they handed out the wrong exam paper. I was like ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME I WAS ALREADY HOME. Then I rode that fucking expensive motorcycle taxi again just to get fucking there and do the exam.
I had to spent 4 x lunch money FOR THAT STUPID EXAM. The distance from my home to my uni’s around 5km (according to stupid google maps that keep crashing on my phone, I checked this some time ago) or so but I had to fucking be there at that time and there’s also traffic jam everywhere there’s no way I could ride my car. 

my head

I hit my head on the corner of a table and it hurts now (┳Д┳)


awwwww there’s this superb shipping method that if it’s sent today, it’ll arrive tomorrow even though tomorrow is Sunday. I’m just so curious and want the dye to arrive before I go to SG, so I called the call center in the middle of the night LOL. Yay yay yay I’m gonna have my hair pink soon~ I can’t wait!!!!


The pink dye I ordered will be here next week, probably on Tuesday. I really wanted to have my hair pink before I go to SG on Monday so I could show it off later when I upload pics to IG :( 
I ordered one 2-3 weeks ago to other seller but it took so looooong so I order another one yesterday. This seller discounted the price because it’s valentine’s day yesterday.
I could get it in 24h but the shipping fee is expensive :/ I’m soooo uncertain(?)…..

February 14, 2014


I seriously can’t live with slow internet connection

February 13, 2014


I fell asleep and I miss hitam putih again -_-
I had multipaper calculus exam today, and I can’t do both LOL. Even if I could do it, I know I’d still have to re-take the class since my mid term exam score was really really bad. Lots of my classmates who are not the “smart” students in the class couldn’t do it as well.
As for me, I just wrote the questions on the paper, then randomly + - / * and add ∫ Ѳ α LOL. We did it really fast and we were laughing everytime one of us get out of the class. And we made the nerd smart panic because they think the time was almost over LOL I just can’t stop laughing (˵¯̴͒ꇴ¯̴͒˵) I also drew random things on the paper. One of my classmates show his drawing on the paper. He was proud of it but his drawing was bad that’s why I can’t stop laughing LOL. There was even the flappy bird! LOL
I also laughed when another one asks if he could go outside since he’s finished it. Then the invigilator was surprised because it’s only like 30min after it’s started LOL and ask if he’s already finished yet. He answered it ye…..ah…… and the rest of us just laughed LOL. The invigilator told him to wait for 15 more minutes though. 

fuck calculus

I’m getting sleepy again
fuck calculus I’m just gonna sleep

no wonder

I’m finally fully awake….. I don’t know what to study for calculus final exam. I think I’ll still not be able to do it even though I study hard tonight, as always. I’m gonna watch pretty little liars instead. Bye calculus u’re such a bitch no wonder people hate you.

February 12, 2014


oh my oh my I seriously didn't predict that the questions will be like those ._. I could only do the marketing mix question because I've learned it since high school and it's the 4p one not the 7p one so I didn't remember what the other 3 ps are, I'm not sure for the rest of my answers for the other questions at all -_-

I could do the case study though LOL. But I got lazy after writing too much for the first number so I just wrote somewhat short answers lol. I've never been that happy after an exam lol even though I screwed up the essay part -_-

and I've given up for tomorrow's exam. My mid term exam score for calculus was 13 or 14 or 10s something /100 -_- There's no way I could get 80++ either tomorrow. Even if I get 80s something, I'll only get D -_-

my hair

oh well I love my hair so much even though I was afraid it’s too light for me lol. I’m just not comfortable when people stare at me because of my hair ._.
and I was wearing t-shirt that T gave me a few years ago…. it’s so big though LOL


I just bought mamegoma stickers from LINE!

ugh finals

Yesterday’s exam was a somewhat disaster! My friends from other class said my 40% worth points answer was wrong, but my classmates it’s correct. And I couldn’t do a 10% worth points question so now I’m either get 80%-90% something or down to 40%-50% -____-
I went back home at 10am. I slept until around 8pm. I woke up a few times though…… I’m still sleepy but I have to study for tomorrow’s exam! It’s entrepreneurship and I’m sooooo lazy. I thought I’d be done with business studies after I graduated from high school -_-

February 11, 2014


the materials for today’s exam are so vague
I seriously am so lazy to study

February 10, 2014

I love eggs!

I had dinner at marugame udon yesterday. I’m not a fan of udon. But I really love eggs and they served one of the best eggs I’ve ever had LOL. I had a half cooked boiled egg on my udon, and three tempura half cooked eggs! They’re sooooo tastyyyyy yummmmmmm!
I ate all of the eggs, and I just eat a little of the udon LOL. There’s still a lot of udon left on my bowl~
I love half cooked egg so much (´∀`)♡

February 9, 2014


Yay!!! I finally finished the final project for interaction between humans and computers subject lol yayyyyy I’m so happy!
I think it’s the project that I do wholeheartedly for my entire university life lol. I’m just glad I can finish this before midnight so I could sleep well tonight lol~!
I’m just so so so so happy that I finished this project.

February 8, 2014

final final final

I finally finished the event timeline and external proposal!!! I can’t sleep yet though… I still have to guide my team mate doing her company timeline on photoshop ._. 
I was so productive yesterday. I started making the event timeline. Then I made the final project for other subject as well even though it’s due on Tuesday! I kinda finished it yesterday. But I somewhat hesitated to send it to the lecturer yesterday. It was a long essay of an application concept. I just remembered that the lecturer will grade it based on these stupid golden rules of designs. So I made the design of the application. I’ve only done the log in page though since I had to finish the event timeline and external proposal first.
I didn’t know it’s a group project. My classmate asked me about our group. I told her that I thought it was individual and I’ve almost finished mine. So I told her that I’m okay doing it alone…..since they just started asking about this project today and I don’t want them to take my credit since I’ve done a lot on this…… and they don’t know that we’re allowed to make an application concept but it gotta be really really good. They only know we have to make an application since they’ve never listened anything the lecturer said in the class. I don’t want them to make a concept too because I’m afraid if their concept is more cool than mine, then my concept will be just ordinary. Although it’s actually really really cool and awesome LOL.
Then I told T about my “sin” to them. Then she said she also has the same concept as mine for her project last year! She’s never told me about it and I have the same idea as her now LOL. It’s just so awesome we have the same ideas for a project lol. But hers was just the basic concept meanwhile mine is already like a whole concept of the application lol. I hope someone will be able to make this concept comes true in the future since it’s seriously exciting LOL.

February 7, 2014

lazy not lazy lazy not lazy

The final exam for english is to make an event. It’s a group work. I get to make the event timeline and external proposal. I wanted to finish them yesterday, but I was too lazy to do anything. Then I got bored so I do it lol. I’ve finished the event timeline. I’m still too lazy to do the external proposal though.
Last year I got to do a real event as the promotion coordinator. Making the timeline for the exam made me miss whatever happened last year. I was soooo busy. I didn’t event tumblr for about 3 months. And I may or may not have to quit the student org this year because my GPA is low. If I don’t get a certain amount of GPA this term, I have to quit. I’ve calculated what scores I have to get on this final examinations. I’m sure I’ll fail 2 classes this term, but I got pretty good scores for the rest of the classes. But if I get low scores on the final exam for the rest of the classes, I’ll definitely have to quit since my GPA won’t qualify me to be a student comittee anymore. So I really have to do my best for this final examinations.

February 6, 2014

flappy bird

new high score!
new high score!


I won’t be staying over at T’s place in SG. She said someone’s moving in tomorrow o.O So I was looking for a hotel for me to stay there and it’s sooooo not easy. There’s this cute hostel called wink hostel and it’s really really really cuuuuteeeee and I wanna stay there, but my mom won’t let me. She wants me to stay at a hotel instead…. whatever -_- It’s only a place to sleep anyway. And T’s going to stay over with me yayyyyyyy! My mom told me to have her stay over at the hotel…..
We’re gonna do gourmet tour and I asked her to take me to merlion because I’ve never taken a picture with merlion even once although I’ve been to SG for a few times LOL. I wonder if the money I’m gonna bring there will be enough….. I’ve started to saving for SG… so I hope I won’t cashless there LOL
I’ve been skype-ing with her and we took selfies together with fido LOL
and I’ve been wearing my glasses a lot lately and now my ears hurt -_- I used the hello kitty circle lenses today and it dries out pretty fast so I took it off as soon as I got home. I thought I was gonna sleep right after I got home since I didn’t sleep the night before……but I still haven’t slept yet -_-

February 5, 2014

10 days (இ﹏இ`。)

I noticed that the top ball of my belly piercing was sinking like half of it last night…… I was hoping it’s just swollen or something….. I thought it’d just stay as it was as long as I didn’t touch it. I wanted to believe it’s just swollen and wait for the swelling to heal for a week, else I’d go back to the piercer. But it sank even more in the morning…. there’s only 1/4 ball left on the surface……. I freaked out and literally cry like a toddler -_- I really don’t wanna take it out. But there’s really nothing I could do. So I went back to the piercer (2 hours before the final exam -_-) to get a longer barbel or bigger ball. It sunk even more by the time I arrived at the piercer. I was glad there’s a longer barbel there. So the piercer took my sinking piercing out, and it’s not swollen!! But the hole of the top one indeed grew bigger (/□\*)・゜ This one’s longer but it’s just the right size to my hole. The longer barbel had tiny ball as well on the top so it will most probably sink to my skin again. So we decided to just take it off instead….. and I may get re-pierced after it’s completely healed….if I want. It’s only been 10 days since I finally got my belly pierced but now it’s taken off (╥_╥) and I’m pretty sure it’s already closed right now (╥_╥) I really love the navel piercing and I’ve always wanted one. But I’m not sure to get it re-pierced or not….. the pain was too much and I was about to pass out when I get it pierced but I tried my best to stay awake. I almost passed out again today when the piercing was taken off…… but I really love it and belly rings are just soooooo cute I just wanna buy them all even though I didn’t don’t have one…….. I hope I’ll be brave enough to re-pierce it again someday (oT-T)尸


the fact that my belly piercing is swollen and the top ball’s sinking into it makes me wannacry more compared to the fact that I’ve understood most of the materials for the exam but I still don’t remember the java language if I have to write it on a paper and it’s raining and flooding again I don’t know how to get to the campus………..




public void?
public static void?
what’s the difference?


why am I get distracted so easily omg I’ve only studied like 20% of the materials for today’s exam and then I read facial foam reviews instead -_- 

i can't

I can’t concentrate at all because of the sinking top ball and it’s only 12 hours before the exam :;(∩´﹏`∩);:

don’t reject it please

Dear my lovely fatty pot belly,
Please don’t reject the piercing. I really really really beg you. It’s been painful for a few days and it’s getting swollen and now the top ball is sinking into my skin like half of it….. It wasn’t sinking till like a few hours ago….. I don’t wanna remove it after the pain I’ve gone through….. I hope it’s just swelling and the ball isn’t large enough or the bar isn’t long enough…. I think I’m gonna look for a bigger one today after the exam ;_; 

February 4, 2014


I’m playing flappy bird instead of studying for advanced object oriented programming final exam tomorrow



My dog asked me to put him on the sofa. The thing is he just fucked my tiger doll and his sperm was still around his thing. I put him on my lap and I freak out. It got on my thigh and it’s so EWWWWWWWWWWWW. I told him to move. Then he just put his innocent face while looking at me -_-


I ordered new circle lenses last Thursday and I think it’s arrived but I’m too lazy to get it downstairs ._.



macaroni is back!

I went to the dentist a few days ago. So I started eating the damn macaroni again….. I hope it wouldn’t break my tooth again -_- I just can’t not eating it because unhealthy food is just so delicious LOL


19 is a very awkward age. You’re not young enough to be a teen, and yet you’re not old enough to be (mentally) an adult. I’m legally an adult though (in my country)……..  though I’m pretty sure I mentally am not. Although sometimes I am especially at work  -_- I don’t always do this though. There was a time when my colleagues seem to be pretty stressful during an event and I tried to cheer them up but the (ex)leader of the student org told me to be serious instead -_- I was SO serious doing my job, but I also wanna cheer my colleagues up at that time (even though I most of the time dislike/hate them). My mood went so bad at that time and I just go upstairs where the competition was held and don’t fucking care what the fuck happened on the 1st floor anymore. Although I’m sure he just didn’t know what I’m doing at that time, but that was so hurtful when you’ve done your job seriously and wanna do a nice thing to others, especially when the student org’s motto is one fmaily one goal. Who the fuck wanna be family with people like them -_- I was surprised though when one of my colleagues asked me what happened to me later that night during the evaluation meeting. I thought no one would notice me……
I’ve wanted to work for real (not in a student org) since quite some time ago. I brought the topic both direct and indirectly to my mom and she doesn’t allow me to work unless it’s a loooong holiday. She’d rather have me studying at home. I don’t have a looooong holiday. Last summer, I had that stupid stage play to take care of, and I’m gonna have to take summer classes this year because my grades were really bad last semester. I wanna work so I don’t stay at home doing nothing but gaining weight -_-
But I don’t wanna leave my dog either though……… especially he’s so cute these days~ He’s gonna be the oldest at my house soon! He’ll be 7yo on May, and that’s around 49yo for human lol.

February 3, 2014

technical troubles

Tumblr seems to be having technical troubles a lot lately -_- Even when I just refreshed the dash -_- I’m already following a lot of blogs but I wanna follow more blogs too. I guess my hobby includes looking for new tumblr blogs to follow -_-
A martabak fell too my laptop earlier today and the keyboard is still greasy now and it’s so uncomfortable to type -_- why am I using a lot of -_- 
And whenever I wanna write a long post I ended up with a short post lately -_-
And tumblr really have to work out the technical trouble please try again later thing I can’t even upload a pic to this post -_-

hitam putih

Hitam Putih is back!! I’m glad!! The tv isn’t full of stupid shows anymore~ Even though the airing is 15min late, but it’s finally airing!! Yay! But the host is sick right now and he’s on a wheelchair now :( get well soon great old bald magician!

pretty scary

I had a nightmare last night and it’s pretty scary. There’s that angel of death who wore black rope and bring a slayer. I don’t really remember about it but he’s like being there and wanna slay me and I told him don’t so he didn’t do it. Then I was still alive and move to the next scene and I was gonna watch JKT48 theater but I got stuck with a stranger’s home and her baby and I have to help her because it’s flooding. Then her husband finally went home so I could go to the theater but I don’t know what happened there and I ended up in an amusement park. Then I somehow got a boyfriend and he’s a model and there’s this runway fashion show and he owes me that he could work for that show because of me. Then I somehow have to be one of the models to and when I was looking for the clothes the designer scold me because I was taking a long time and I WOKE UP -_- 
I hate a dream that makes me tired when waking up -_-


The pain’s back. It’s okay for the first few days then it got so painful -_- It’s so painful and I just wanna take it off but I can’t ._. I hate this -_-
And I was sooooo mad earlier in the evening. My mom insisted me to go with her to meet her old friend. I didn’t wanna go because I’d rather tumblr-ing on my laptop. Then I got bored so I told her I’ll go there on whatsapp. She opened her whatsapp but she doesn’t read my chat. When I was halfway to the bus stop she called me and tell me she’s on her way home -_- I was angry because she didn’t read my message. After insisting me that much, she didn’t even read my chat -_- I’m already used to my friends not replying my chats, but it’s my mom and she was so irritating when she insisted to go with her earlier then when I wanna go she’s already on the way home. And it’s way much earlier than the time she told me when she’s gonna be home. I’m just soooo irritated -_- I went back to the apt. I slammed all the doors in my apt. I hadn’t slammed doors for a looooong time because I’ve never been that angry for a long time either. My dog was panic because I was slamming the doors and he got really scared but at the same time he also approach me like he wanna ask me “what’s wrong what happened”. He’s just sooooo cute I love my dog so much ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
And here’s super fatty dinner and I hate it

February 2, 2014


He’s following me!!!!!!!!!! He’s following my ig!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kyaaaaaaaaaaaa~!
and as soon as I saw his acc…………..
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February 1, 2014

cheese martabak

I bought martabak yesterday! It’s cheese special one which is my fav since I was a kid :3
I bought it from the one who sells nutella martabak as well but I’m not really a fan of chocolate-y martabak even though it’s delicious……
and there’s seriously nothing worth watching on TV nowadays -_- I only watch gossip shows since hitam putih was canceled ._.

xin jia po

After talking to T, I decided to go to SG LOL. i wasn’t sure what to do over there then she told me about places and I’m interested (because mostly are places that sell food lol). So I’m going to singapore on 17th-18th this month. I wanted to go on 18th and be back on the same day, but T & I might walk a lot and rushing to go all the places in one day, we’ll probably get bad mood. So I decided to extend it to be 2 days trip so we won’t have to rush. I wanted to pay it on my own, but when I ask my mom for permission, she said she’s gonna pay for me instead lol. I’m sooooo happy thanks mom~! \(@ ̄∇ ̄@)/
I can’t wait to eat green tea tiramissu which I’ve been craving for years! lol
The last time I went to sg, it was sold out. I found Patiscream in bangkok last year but it was late already and the store’s already closing -_-